Thoughts

There are times in ones life when you've felt left out, abandoned, hurt, alone etc..
So you have to wonder did you do something wrong, do others just don't think to include you. I guess it goes both ways. People may think I'm this outgoing person but what I actually am is a combo of an introvert and a extrovert. I want to be included I want to be liked but when do you get to that point? It hurts sometimes to be left out to be the one standing on the sidelines, to watch but never be included. It would be nice to have someone (other then) my husband to talk to about things, hang out but I guess I may not be that person. I had a best friend in high school we did EVERYTHING together but eventually we grew apart so maybe what I'm saying is twos company threes a crowd...